Oh yeah, before I forget…

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Had a resurrection dream last night; my dead roommate reappeared and said, "No, it's me; I've been here all along."

I was like, "I'm not buying that…" considering it had been over three months now. So I wasn't overly disappointed to wake up and be proven right, but I've been depressed for quite a while now thinking this is the future.

His memorial had been the other day—Sunday—and as I had planned, I didn't go. I had promised his girlfriend I wouldn't be there so she could share with abandon. There was no video or audio taken, and I don't care. I can surmise what she talked about, and fuck it. I don't care.

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I've had tons of wish-fulfillment dreams; when I was comatose and connected to machines, I often dreamed of walking. Of course at that time, even waking reality looked like a dream, compounded by my legally-blind nearsightedness. (Naturally, there was no reason for the nurses to put glasses on me, since they had no idea whether I was awake or aware.)